Winner of 2 awards.

An AU vid all from Julia's POV. She just can't let go of Holt but she also can't let go of her drug addiction. Though he loves Julia, Holt won't come back to her as long as she is on drugs. Holt tries to help Julia, but it's no use - she continues her drug abusing. He finally meets another woman and wants to start a relationship with her, but knows he needs to deal with the Julia situation first. Finally, Holt has Julia committed to rehab and is free to pursue a relationship with the new woman who lives a clean lifestyle - the kind Holt wants. WARNING for girl/girl sexual contact - if that bothers you don't watch. (special appearance by a doctor from another serie, kind of ironic I'd use him in a video about addiction LOL)